Fuck you very very much

Just because I don't do blowjobs once a day to my boyfriend, doesn't mean I do not exist, you know. I do have a life, too. I do have problems. I do have feelings. I know I'm person who usually listen to others' problems, but I can have issues too. It doesn't seem so much complicated to me. So, I would really want you to listen to me. I'm not asking so much, I'm just asking this to you, pretending to be my best friend. You've never been my 'double', as we call each other since we have first met. I'm weird. I've always been the weird one who was trying to fit in and never managed to. You're the fit one. You're the one everyone could like and love, you're the one who's able to conquer everybody's attention and... and I'm not like this.